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About Me Member Web Designer digitalEQUINOXFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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Apathetic

Sat Feb 5, 2005, 3:18 PM
So, I logged on and looked at my gallery today. It sucked. So, I wanted to delete my account and start over with a new one where I could only post my good stuff. No can do. Looks like I am banned. I know why, and it is because I forgot to give credit where credit was do. So, I decided to do so. Re-reading my comments on one of the deviations, I figured that if I posted credit, that would be the end of that. Apparently not, because I didn't see the comment until today and it was made on January 31st I believe. So, I am banned. Whoopie. Therefore, I am leaving the rest of this stuff up here and going on hiatus. Maybe I'll finally get around to making my own site where when people ban my IP address, they have the decency to give me time to take the necessary action to correct whatever I did wrong, and tell me WHY one stupid stupid stupid mistake (that I apologize for) results in this feeling of apathy. Because after the fiasco with someone scamming, discrediting, and generally wrecking havoc on my xanga for claiming that I stole their poetry, I don't give a shit anymore. Which, I might add, I apologized for. Which was stupid, because it was MY GODDAMN POETRY THAT ACTUALLY WON ME A SCHOLARSHIP, but I appologized for because I know the feeling you get when you think someone has plagarised you. Then, the asshole didn't stop, and continued to leave really vulgar and threatening comments on my blog. So fuck it, fuck it all. Seriously. I'm done. Again, I apologize to the person that I did not give credit to, and I regret my actions, but I don't sign in all day, every day, to make sure that I didn't get banned because of one mistake. I seriously am reconsidering my enthuiasm for creativity now, because my expression of myself on xanga and here has really taxed the limits of how many times I can get screwed over. I am perfectly happy with deleting said plagarised artwork, but by totally discrediting all that I have LEGITIMATELY done just pisses me off. To whoever banned me: thanks for making me see the light.

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:iconsuperstarmandl64:
thanks for visit ^ ^

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:iconopenureyes1711:
hey, i'm close to tempe too...do you go to Corona?

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:icondigitalequinox:
Not Corona, but McClintock. Actually, I go to both McClintock and the Payne Academy (the itty bitty program inside McClintock). Although, for a week and a half, I go nowhere! Nowhere I tell you nowhere! Muwhahahahaha! I <3 school vacations!
:iconopenureyes1711:
ahhhhhh so do you know Janet Zhou? mwahaha her and i have been...friends-ish on again off again since like, 6th grade...


haha thats amusing...it's too bad the rest of the district hates that little payne academy...lol no offense....:D They were trying to move it to Corona, but we had a FIT....anywho...

Enjoy your time off!!!!

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:iconforfirith-jaeniver:
hey, your from Tempe, i went down (around) there for the feista bowl.... i love phoenix! your movie, poet, quote: all of my favs too.....be my friend.

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:icondigitalequinox:
Sure! Lol, Tempe is cool, except for the whole part about it being really really really hot.
:iconacid666:
Nice gallery and welcome to DA ;) +watch
:iconsirspy:
thanks for the comment on The New Crusades :)
:icondigitalequinox:
Wheee! I have friends! Its so nice to be loved....

Gah, I sound too fluffy.....

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Nothing like random violent emoticons to make you feel more like yourself
:iconsupernovastudios:
Hello friend thanks for the watch looking fwd to your works to :)

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